lonely mi

2012-01-19T05:11:00.001-08:00

I never see anyone who have do many girls contacts, as well, you love to make every girls happy, just go ahead, I laughed when I see them so sweet infront of you, I m serious I laughed

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I m disappointed

2011-11-27T07:50:00.001-08:00

I lived so happy last few days until just now, somethings just popped up and wad? Everything Like a *poof* gone, savage? I don't know wad I can do. When 2 person are meant to be they will be, I don't know wad are we, but so close yet so far..

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hmmmm

2011-11-13T03:36:00.001-08:00

Don't want to have fault hope,

Envy ppl,

So?

Who cares?!

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2011-10-24T23:42:00.001-07:00

Hais, no money no money:l

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girl's language

2011-10-23T00:18:00.000-07:00

GIRL'S LANGUAGES :

If She Don't Text You :
-Its Because She's Waiting For You To Text Her

When She Walks Away From You Mad :
-Follow Her

When Shes Quiet :
-Ask Her What's Wrong

When She Ignores You :
-Give Her Your Attention

When She Pushes YOU AWAY :
-Pull Her BACK

When You See Her Crying :
-Wipe Her Tears & Ask What's Wrong

When She Says Go Away :
-Just Go Close To Her & Give Her Hug ♥

why!

2011-09-26T19:08:00.001-07:00

If you are not going to bring me out. Why you kept telling me is okay?
You make me look forward to it den push me inside the sea.
I m disappoint.
Feel so cheated..
Feel like hurting myself:'(

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2011-09-02T20:14:00.001-07:00

You called despo,
I call it love..

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2011-09-02T19:37:00.001-07:00

I wasn't your first thought,
I tot i was,
But I guess I m wrong,
Maybe I used to be,
But not now,
Kind of sad now.
I hate myself:'(

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I care!

2011-08-29T10:04:00.001-07:00

I cried,
Cos I care.
Cos I bother,
Do you bother about me?
:'(
I love spending time with you,
Do you feel that too?

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2011-08-29T02:05:00.001-07:00

An interesting thing

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I did not speak.

2011-08-27T05:29:00.001-07:00

我不说话...

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you know

2011-08-22T03:34:00.001-07:00

Apparently you know that is not the reason why i m upset,
For sure.
Never lie..

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whatever

2011-08-16T09:42:00.001-07:00

I find myself very persistent
Wad I want.
I really want.
You tell me,
You are tired of me crying.
I m tired of crying too!
Yes.
Everything stops
I really stops
When you are gone.
I will be gone too I guess?
Exam period.
Again.
I hate exams period! 2times.
Before maths paper. I will drenched my face with all the tears I every have.
How important you are to me?
Very
Losing you is like losing everything,
I may be selfish.
Actually I m really hurt today.
The things you say.
I m really that stupid to wait for something that is impossible..
I m stupid.
But I m still waiting.
No matter wad circumstances
How hard you hurt me.
How many tears I shed.
How bad things become!
I won't let go.
I know I m not good looking.
Fat!
Not up to standard .
Can say I m stubborn
But I really want!
I m serious.
If you can talk to me that will be better...
I hope you do...
Ps. My feeling still the same.
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everything from good to bad..

2011-08-16T06:33:00.000-07:00

how fake can my smile be?:'(

I like it

2011-08-08T09:55:00.001-07:00

I m happy today,
Secret that cant be said ,
I like it when you accompany me at night just to talk to me so that I won't emo:')
谢谢傻瓜<3

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Isit?

2011-08-07T02:14:00.001-07:00

I means I got no one there when I need?

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2011-08-07T01:55:00.001-07:00

Nop nothing..

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2011-08-06T20:26:00.001-07:00

I ever thought of wad you are doing now.
Will you ever thought of that.
I want to let go.
But you think I can??
Wound is cutting deeper and deeper.
I just want to be strong and keep going,
Isit wrong to do that??
I will one day heal the wound,
Will i?
Just keep hurting.
I will get myself out.
No matter wad you do.
Wad you intend to do.
Just do it.
No matter how jealous I m.
How hurt I ever get.
How emo I m
I wish to hang it over.
Maybe I sound naive
Or rather I might change my mind.
But for now,
I M FREAKING SERIOUS!
I know wad I want!
I expected deeper and deeper wound,
Who knows maybe I would even die.
But I will not let you!
You can say I m stubborn,
But I know wad I want!
Just don't care wad is going to happen.
Rain or shine.
Along the way maybe tears will come and go?
But its okay.
I DON'T CARE!
I KNOW WANT I WANT! NO DOUBTS!

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wonders

2011-08-06T20:15:00.001-07:00

Will you stand out for me if something happened to me and I can't handle?
Or will you run away?
It's not a good morning through.
You should be wondering why do I ask that question?
I ask because I really feel it ,
And I think my feeling is true.
So not to make assumption
I finally ask you.
And yea.
I was right.
I don't know the reason through.
I just feel that.
I m so irritating,
Im like a burden.
Always there to make things difficult?
Why do I feel that way?
Your reaction make me feel that.
I m always the useless one.
Nothing good for me...
Ps. No text day.

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why?

2011-08-05T04:18:00.001-07:00

Why do you let go?
You promised me not to let go and will be there for me,
But you didn't. :(

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I think

2011-08-02T10:06:00.001-07:00

I think I tried very hard.
Wad I want is your accompany
Maybe I said I m independent
Deep inside, you think I m?
I just need someone to guide me.
For the past 2 exams,
We studied together.
Why can't we do it again this year?
Maybe its your parents who don't allow.
Let me know bahs,
Loft is there to study.
Just one week.
That one week.
I need help:'(
I know its too much to ask you to help me over and over again.
I just don't know why m I so restless nowadays.
I want to study:(
I want to:( but I just can't!:'(
Just got the feeling of rejection.
It wasn't like tt .
I don't like that:(
But so wad?
I can't do anything:/
No longer the same.
I can't do anything also.
I can't force you to do anything.
I just wish.
If I can I will change.
If I m wrong,
Tell me.
I accept.
I don't want to be in the situation that I m wrong but I don't know. Talk to me please..

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not only me,

2011-08-01T09:39:00.001-07:00

Hi,
Its not me that I can choose if I m happy anot.
The used to be close and now is different.
You used to hold me tight.
Just realised you let me go.
Just by putting them away.
I was blank.
I don't know how to react,
But put myself at the corner and tears.

Regards,
Poorgirl93:'(

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2011-07-30T02:23:00.000-07:00

it's removed..........

2011-07-29T20:16:00.001-07:00

Normal friend,普通朋友 :(

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:)

2011-07-26T10:47:00.001-07:00

Not a bad day,
Though i haven't done much of my homework yet.
But I did my best le.
Napped in the evening.
This silly so sha!
Tired but scare I wake up and reply.
So he forget about sleeping!
Bendan!
:) you made my day
.<3

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life

2011-07-24T17:54:00.001-07:00

In life we all the good and bad.
We meet different ppl.
One may seems better den the other
But everyone have their good and bad.
Sometimes words that are said can hurt ppl.
I realised that words I said actually hurt many ppl many times.
I always tell myself.
Yes, I will work on that but it come to situation,
The brain like stop working
Rubbish all comes out.
It's hard to forgive someone.
When you care for them and they do this to you.
Yep its hard.
Understood.
Maybe that is a very tough situation for you to manage this few things yourself.
It's like we are able to help you.
It's okay if you voice out.
I know you are afraid.
Because you scare that they can't accept the things you say.
But I think you have to give it a try.
No matter wad happened,
At least you did tried out.
I don't wish you will give out so easily.
Everyone have their own problem.
We just want to help one another and life goes on.
Friendship is something that not everyone have.
Some ppl I know of have no good relations with their classmates and schoolmates.
I don't wish all this to affect any friendship of yours.
Of cos to add on ,
I dont wish you to give up so easily.
Move on please!:(

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happy things

2011-07-24T06:11:00.000-07:00

It wasn't been a good week for me,
everything isn't well for me,
but everything turn good ytd!:D
manage to have nice talk ytd and today.
i m not someone who cannot talk to mahh~
:X
kind of good day today!:D
:D
no going to be a long post for now.
later den post more:D

P.s. want this to continue, silly:)

2011-07-23T06:43:00.001-07:00

She's a flirt!

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feeling

2011-07-21T02:06:00.001-07:00

I want to talk to you nicely,
Of cos I don't like it when you show me different faces,
I want you to feel good when its only the 2 of us.
It was like a better before,
Now its not the same,
Something have changed you,
No idea who,what, how.
I really don't know.
It really make me tears
It's like but to a sentence,
How many sweet moments can be cancelled by the sudden change,
How heartaching this is do you know that?
I just want to talk to you nicely.
I really do.
Yes I did broke down a few times today, I m really too disappointed of myself,
For not able to handle a different you.
If only me the only one say you have changed.
Maybe I m problematic one,
But now,
It's not me alone,
So m I still the problematic one?
I admit,
I did changed but not as much as you did!
Having a clique in the same class is so much good to reflect myself.
UnleSS he didn't speak up.
Maybe its me who don't know how to handle all this,
I really don't know who can I talk to.
I just want to feel the kind of feeling that, "I m glad that you are around"
Not the kind of, "who cares if you are there anot" maybe you don't feel that way, but I feel that I m treated this way? It's so difficult for me to talk to you, I don't want you to misunderstand me:(
Kthxbye

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hope

2011-07-19T09:00:00.001-07:00

Sometimes I really hope you can step into my shoe and think for me.
I tried,
I really tried,
I didn't expect wad your reply is.
I can't make myself feel appreciated.
A thank you make me feels good.
Really.
I hope wad I do have an impact to you.
Maybe wad I have said is all rubbish and nonsense that make not impact at all.
Is okay,
I will try other ways,
But the truth that I have tried make me think that I need to be appreciated.
That's all bahs,
I m not blaming myself or anyone.
I need to improve
I mean must improve.
Sorry to make you angry .
I don't know wad is the reason.
Sorry.

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so many things happened today?

2011-07-14T09:32:00.001-07:00

M I really too sensitive?
I find myself such an asshole:/
I can't handle things well,
Such a failure, fail in everything?
Continue when I have got the time
No more i love you

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2011-07-12T19:05:00.001-07:00

Sometimes you ask yourself,
How much you have done for me and how much I have done for you,
Touch your damn heart!

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railway photoshot

2011-07-12T09:04:00.000-07:00

this photo look nice!!:D first group photo!!:D

i like this photo:) everyone is smiling :D

i dont know

2011-07-10T06:21:00.000-07:00

Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)

wish right now?
maybe is wish for my results i guess?
i wish i have more time?
I wish for wadever i wish for to come true?
I wish someone can help me?:(
That's all bahs,
kbye:|

NO!

2011-07-09T10:07:00.001-07:00

nope I m not attached:)
I m single and available:)

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I m tired now

2011-07-07T10:30:00.001-07:00

I m tired now, I shall write tmr nights!

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some misunderstanding

2011-07-04T16:54:00.001-07:00

Some misunderstand
Happens.
And ya .
I m sorry
That is the only thing i can say...

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2011-07-04T05:39:00.000-07:00

today, reached school super early only for one reason.
being told to meet at bus stop which i dont know which bus stop at 10,
end up telling me oh it's 11.
but since i reached school alr,
den go mes room lor.
30mins find somethings in the MES room alone,
sound like a loner eh?
kind of i guess,
no lappy today cannot use.
rot.
den they reach school so i went to meet them,
ate subway wrap.
went back to mes room after that,
play with them for awhile den go for lesson at 12.
check my AM result.
oh i get 55 instead of 58,
today just go in and out in and out the MES room.
IA tutorial not done, wanted to do it tmr in school.
just need someone to be there with me,
help me,
think with me.,
but i doubt anyone will,
anyone bother...
should i just stay in school alone and nothing is done?
you told me you will stay with me.
now you say you may not stay,
tell me your reason,
cos no one were to go home with you?
DISAPPOINTED,
teared,
yea i always do.
this time is different.
Am I expecting too much from you?
maybe yes.
sorry again:'(
emotional breakdown just give me time.
kbye

I still don't know who I m to you

2011-07-03T09:59:00.001-07:00

I still don't know who m I to you.
I can't be your gal?
I just hope you could mention me more on your blog?
I don't know?
It makes me feel good I guess?
Yep I saw her name on your phone again that day.
I kind of turn off but you pulled me back.
I don't know why you say you rejected me.
I don't know?
Ya i really don't know,
I find myself like a lost kid.
I can't find my way back home.
Anyone can show me the way?
Yep I feel you like me,
Care for me?
Why are you still so afraid of accepting me?
M I that bad that make you turn away?
Sometimes I really don't know.
Wad are you thinking?
Sometimes,
I m cold to you because I find out something is wrong.
Just need to give me time to let go.
I m waiting for you to tell me.
Yes you are my girl.
Ya but still waiting.
I don't know how long I can wait?
Can't be waiting forever?
You think I m joking?
Nah I m not!
I believe you are old enough to think.
And we are old enough to control a long relationship?
Maybe?
But I can't wait too long..
That's all .
Sleep in and bye!:/

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2011-07-03T02:33:00.001-07:00

喜欢我，不要嫌气我......

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going home alone everyday.

2011-07-01T01:41:00.001-07:00

Ya I get to go home alone everyday! Alone! Define the word alone!
It's okay to be left out sometimes.
But that is for certain ppl,
You do this because you don't want to go home alone?
den I should have meet them lor!
At least they won't ps me
I wanted to take bus alone but nvm
Just hope that they don't see me tears
Tmr I don't know if I should go to school anot,
Maybe just go without you bahs,
Ask around see the others coming with me anot lor.
Well I think that is the reason why my mum give me 2 packs of tissues
Maybe she can sense that bad things will happened to me, maybe she knows that I will tears 2 times or even more den that today?
And ya! You told me not to expect that much.
Sorry for expecting so much.
Sorry
All my fault.
K bye

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no...

2011-06-30T20:22:00.001-07:00

I don't feel you:'(

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yea I m sensitive again..

2011-06-30T18:21:00.001-07:00

Yea I m sensitive again,
When I see your name appearing in his phone.
Just those sudden feelings,
Are you all talking about work or some other stuffs.
Nature reaction is to ignore you.
I really don't like,
But I know you change the name back to the normal name,
No longer special names like eyes+-+
I don't hate her,
I just don't like.
Hais,
Sometimes I really don't know what can I do.
Pisces are like tt?
Maybe bahs.
Trying my best to act blind,
But its ACT!
Just running away from reality!
I don't want!
But how to face?
Ya my words might be harsh,
But you should know me well,
How you are to me,
Argh! I don't know lah!
I failed my em3b,
Ya failed!
Maybe because of the sleepless night and not paying attention on class,
Feel like dying lah!
FML
Mood spoilt!:(
Bye!

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things can't get worst.

2011-06-28T20:52:00.001-07:00

Things can't get worst.
If it get worst
I have got nothing to do alr.
Just those feelings when through ma mind
It's those feelings again
I don't know why but they are there..
Hmmmm nothing to say right now.
Update somemore tonight.
Maybe more things happen.?

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expectations

2011-06-27T05:38:00.001-07:00

Same expectations but won't show it I think.
When I m disappointed no one knows
If this is impossible
Don't give me hope
I don't like to feel that yea its possible den get hurt once again when you say the word FRIENDS!
So friends do all this things ah?
Oh, so close ah?
I am only I fat old girl.
No one will like to take me,
I accept that.
Okay,
If impossible, stop giving me hope
Though I really hope that its possible.
But so?
It's not up to me to choose.
I have got no rights to chose.
I,I,I,I,I don't know wad to do now.
I wanted to get all my work done.
And yes! You know every word you say really affects me.
I don't only say!
I mean that!
I really mean that!
I just feel like going out to walk walk.
Talk to you.
Feel you.
Everything.
I guess the last time was the last time you will be doing that to me.
Really disappointing .
Very...
Teared.
But who cares:'(

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2011-06-26T23:57:00.001-07:00

Maybe I m too sensitive,
I don't know
Why have to hide?
I don't want to care anymore
But why everytime say only?
I want to do.
Don't care.
Don't give a damn care about you!
Reason being too sensitive?
Argh fucktarded!
I don't know wad the freak OS wrong with me lah!
Ass!
Bad mood! !@#$%&*?/()

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2011-06-26T10:19:00.001-07:00

How hard can I girl cry?
Have you ever wonder how easy to hurt me?
Ya maybe I m expecting too much.
A FRIEND can do so many things?
I m not a kid,
I have got a brain.
If one not enough I can have a few friends to help me think.
I don't want to be that somebody that is just being made use of.
Yes I turned off my 3g.
Stare at the wall.
Having the thoughts of banging my head hard at it.
I want to make myself bleed.
I don't want the pain to be inside
I want it visible:'(
I fail to make myself bleed,
Cutting myself can't help anything.
I just want to see blood:'(
Yea I think I m only 0.00000001% important in your life,
So many things I have done for you worth that very little percentage.
I don't know how you think of me, cos you never tell Me how you feel, how I m good or bad to you,
Maybe you tell me ya I m important.
Maybe to a smaller extent?
You say that 我很自卑?
Ya I m , cos I find myself being hanging around but not accepted,
I guess if you were me.
Definitely these questions will run through your mind:
- what's wrong with me that this person don't like about?
- why m I treated like tt when I treat them differently
- SO WHERE DO I STAND??
(oh no I sit nowhere.)
Maybe that's the reason why.
Maybe ...
Sometimes things that you think that its small matter doesn't mean that everyone think the same way.
Everyone think differently.
I m not official.
Don't ask me why I used those words .
I really find myself like tt.
Put yourself into my pair of shoes,
Feel for me:'(
Please.....

Tearing like freaking again fml!:'(

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pig pig zhu:)

2011-06-26T05:23:00.001-07:00

this is damn cute if there is this pig pig zhu in singapore i think i will buy haha:P

2011-06-25T23:33:00.001-07:00

Appreciate please:(

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fast

2011-06-25T22:21:00.001-07:00

Finished one drama this holiday,
Hmm I don't know I think I wasted alot of time this holiday,
Tmr school starts
I think I gonna reach school around 10 to finish all the cca stuffs
As well do some mol at least finish some
:p
Hmmm I feel tired though it was 1 pm now
Body clock kind of screwed.

If drama is like reality everyone who deserve it will have happy ending:))

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2011-06-25T22:07:00.000-07:00

hahaha! it's lin feng again! ^^

I want

2011-06-25T11:40:00.001-07:00

I wanna text you now,
But I don't want you to worry,
I wanna talk to you now,
But you are asleep.
Hmmm maybe I gonna wait for you morning text :)
Come back soon silly:)

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quiet day 1

2011-06-25T07:01:00.001-07:00

Today was a quiet day.
Except for the safe text in the morning and sharing of location in evening, :)
Okay, I watched 3 ep of drama today,
Kind of too interesting,
She is badly hurt:'(
Situation so familiar eh?
But that's just drama,
Happy ending?
Maybe?
Haha I don't know:)
Oh got my hair treatment ytd.
Today wash hair hair not as smooth liao T.T
Cryyyy
Haha joking:)
Gonna take good care of it liao.
If not waste money doing treatment+-+
Oh so after drama I got call from sh,
Ask if want to go clementi anot,
For the sake of koi.
So okay lor
Meet her den go tgt.
Looked for Keith.
He make sh laughed so much:)
But its damn lame lor+-+
After that accompany Keith eat dinner,
Poor him,
Brainwashed him to change job
Haha go cotton on
Better:)
When to BIG bookshop
Sh took 45- 60mins to buy $4.95 worth of stationaries.
So wow.
Den back to city viber or whatever it is called:p sh hungry so second round :p
Didn't know they are going to close le, so we are their last customer ps ttm+-+
So sh still wants her clam chowder.
Go back to clementi mall to buy den I shun bian buy boxmaster for daddy and mummy and of cos the cheese fries that I have been craving for!!:P
That's all went home after that blogging this on the way home,
Bus ride is so long and boring...
Hope to hear from you tonight:)
Camping at whatsapp :D

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imy

2011-06-24T10:40:00.001-07:00

I miss you silly <3
I know you are on train now.
I always like the smile you give me :)
<3 it can!:)
Though so many things happened.
But I haven't got my answer yet,
Not trying to force you.
I m just too loving you.
Everything you do,
Everything you say bring me huge impact.
Love all the <3 before saying good bye just now.
Hope you will be there and be back safe:')
I love you silly<3:)

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2011-06-23T23:34:00.001-07:00

I don't only records things that hurt me,
I blog things that make me smile too.
Hard to find much.
But trying to.
Maybe I expected too much from you at times,
Cos I m a Pisces,
So different
I guess?
Slept late ytd night,
Cos I sleep too much in the afternoon.
Is not I don't want to sleep.
It's can't sleep...
So I m sorry:'(

Silly is missed <3

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<3 I miss you!<3

2011-06-23T08:25:00.001-07:00

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2011-06-23T08:06:00.001-07:00

Was sick today
Feeling very uncomfortable just now
Head spinning like hell and stuffs like tt!
Recieved silly's text.
Hope he did had fun with his clique today?
Hopefully bahs..
That's all bahs,
<3 silly

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dropped

2011-06-22T05:12:00.001-07:00

Heart almost dropped, hope you are okay:)

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2011-06-21T18:11:00.001-07:00

Looking forward for later:)

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wait

2011-06-21T08:05:00.001-07:00

The feeling of waiting+-+

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2011-06-20T21:58:00.001-07:00

yea i m not happy today:(

2011-06-20T05:29:00.001-07:00

A day, of hugs:)

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jealousy

2011-06-19T07:55:00.000-07:00

sometimes i feel like skipping my life and go to the end, but i will missed out many beautiful moments. but now i just dont want to feel that jealous feeling, dont like it. stop writing on the wall fml!

2011-06-18T21:11:00.001-07:00

It would be nice if you can write something on my wall . Will <3 you ttm:)

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2011-06-18T20:40:00.001-07:00

It's more like one sided, sad life......:(

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2011-06-18T11:57:00.001-07:00

Disappointed! Of cos I m just find it weird,so,I belong to nowhere. I m a loner ...

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2011-06-18T08:40:00.001-07:00

So m I or m I not?

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2011-06-18T04:53:00.001-07:00

3 days:(

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2011-06-18T02:06:00.001-07:00

Can you reply me?:(

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are we together?

2011-06-17T22:01:00.001-07:00

I want to ask this, are we together? I m afraid to ask. You are afraid to tell me, maybe when you see this. Post your ans on tumblr?

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i love you:)

2011-06-17T10:01:00.000-07:00

17 June 2011. I will never forget this date. Your warmth hand make my day silly:) <3 you lots:D

2011-06-17T04:09:00.001-07:00

I had a good day:) I blogged about it:)will you tumblr it too?:) <3

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2011-06-16T07:54:00.001-07:00

Your eyes is more important den your nose, your ear and even your body, I m not part of it so I m just nothing,

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2011-06-16T07:31:00.001-07:00

So now I think you changed your mind right?:'(

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2011-06-15T20:23:00.000-07:00

truth and truth!

I don't like

2011-06-15T09:23:00.001-07:00

Stop being so confused:( I don't like:'(

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waiting~~

2011-06-14T09:38:00.000-07:00

i m waiting for one day,you can hold my hand confidently and say, you are my girl. that day seems abit far.. i dont know when are you going to make up your mind just waiting for that day to come. thought it will not be possible, but well needa try out yo! i m not despo but i dont know? that is call love?:)

2011-06-14T06:28:00.001-07:00

Wonderful meaning:) lalala I don't care:) not born to be mine den won't be mine:) i wanna be happy:)

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2011-06-13T06:16:00.001-07:00

Nah Nah Nah not in the mind at all:l

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2011-06-13T05:24:00.001-07:00

You don't dare to hold me....

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expectations,

2011-06-12T09:43:00.001-07:00

I know i have got no rights to expect so much things from you, but because I claim to have all this feeling for you, my brain generates a lot of expections from you, well to be frank I m not someone very important to you, maybe sometimes my words are just rubbish to you, you always know that you mean a lot to me even though I was hurt over and over again:l I listed out some expections to you,with the reaction you give me, I really think that well I m really nothing to you.oh so I got your expections.kind of like okay noted that's all. So I m actually Disappointed. Expecting to give me more, but it is kind of impossible . 50% is never enough, I just don't like to be just friend with you, or something slightly more den that, I really don't get it, this kind of thing not you like den like, don't like den is totally don't like one mah?no meh?maybe I really don't know+-+ Really don't understand+-+ I don't know wad you are in doubt. I hope what you promise will still be kept, your shoulders and hands are always there for me no matter wad conditions, anyone around? Does matter to you.I m not afraid why are you? I send so much of the<3s out, maybe you think 50% don't deserves them den I'll stop sending, I got no response from you. You never know the feeling. I know this can't be forced and you won't have your mind cleared. I don't know, life have to move on,50% were to stuck there nobody will be moving on. Try out and see how it goes or stop everything and no more hope for me. P.s.<3 you lots

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different feeling

2011-06-12T00:49:00.001-07:00

I will never be the one, right here emoing just don't bother about me, the earth is no longer the same:(

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hard

2011-06-11T18:37:00.001-07:00

I love you a lot, but I don't feel much loved, I shall not love you so much den:(

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silly.

2011-06-11T10:48:00.001-07:00

Each given a name I hope you will make up your mind too, don't leave me hanging here, I don't want to feel this way. I <3 you

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2011-06-10T07:36:00.001-07:00

you make me feel empty again:'(

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2011-06-09T08:11:00.000-07:00

i dont know why, i hear this song and i will think of you:)

2011-06-09T05:01:00.000-07:00

you dont treasure me:'(

2011-06-07T00:13:00.001-07:00

How I hope I keep myself shut and don't Talk anyone

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annoyed

2011-06-06T05:15:00.001-07:00

You blamed me cos you can't express yourself and now its all my fault! Fuck you!!! I want to listen but you refused to say! I hate it! When I show concern and this is wad I get! Fuck it!

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2011-06-06T04:44:00.001-07:00

If that is just one day you never send her home and you are feeling this, perhaps you shouldn't have talk to me?

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start or end?

2011-06-06T03:34:00.001-07:00

Isit the start or end? Start of wad and the end of wad? I don't know leh! Today paper was so shag I guess I was too tired alr, went home after school today, sorry lionel and atiqah! Ps-ed the both of you today:( simple reason. Cos I really have to start mugging:) we can play all we want after lionel is back from Hong Kong:) Haha! Tmr em3b even lionel says he need help I think I die liao lor+-+ oh beginning of something? I want to believe you but your Facebook make me think that you lied well I have got no right to ask you not to do this not to do that ahh, if you really didn't do that good ah:) if you still did den I have got nothing to say, but thanks for the help for IA:) I appreciate that! Serious! Oh and I m updating my blog so often cos I also don't know I think since I got nothing to do on my way home den I can use this time to you know~ blog abit:)so ya!:) I find out something else also. I don't know how:(

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asked

2011-06-05T19:10:00.001-07:00

Hi maybe I asked you to do too much things:( but please put yourself in my shoe I appreciate that:)

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affection

2011-06-05T16:48:00.001-07:00

You said I affected you, have you ever realise that I m also greatly affected by you too? You really have to do all this things to oppose me? Den it will be like as if I m in the wrong, I can push all the blame on myself but why you have to do all this things to make me feel even bad? You can't make up your mind on whether to send her home anot, you still texting her when you claim that you didn't. This is so damn hurting can!:'( affecting everyone why don't YOU just stop all this?:(

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YOU LIED

2011-06-05T09:33:00.001-07:00

YOU LIED!

2011-06-05T07:26:00.000-07:00

我想原谅。

2011-06-05T07:22:00.001-07:00

i dont know why but i just cried:'(

add on

2011-06-05T06:36:00.001-07:00

You can think that the 3 of us is trying to make life difficult for you, but the truth us we are really trying to help you:( why don't you understand how we feel for you? I don't like the way you treat all of us!:'( I don't like!

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state of confuse:(

2011-06-05T06:24:00.001-07:00

Sometimes I don't know what m I thinking:( sometimes I feel like forgetting you, I want:( but I also want to be with you its like so hais:( I don't know. I wan to forget you but when you send this girl home everyday and actually let the classmate to go home themselves.if you got no feeling for her why you have to do all this things to be so good to her? its so sad for me:'( you always know how I feel about you:( and also when you text her everyday you know how I feel? When you kept mentioning them when you are with the classmates. Why? You said you are selfish:( I m also selfish too:'( I don't like to see you to be so good to someone you claimed that she is only a friend of you! And you do so many things for her sake:( I will jealous too!!!:( I don't like the feeling:'( when you actually tell me the truth I think yes that is the why we are suppose to communicate, I know you don't like me to be like angry with you. But sometimes is not I want to :( I cannot control myself:'( you are important to me, I m serious:( really ! You told me the truth of the jealousy, actually I can sense abit. That is how I react when I see you texting her, like you say, 2week more den 1yr? I think if I were to tell you it will be is 1week more den 1 year?:'( I really really cannot accept it when you send her home when she have got legs to go home herself! Harsh abit but that is how I feel:'( I hope you can really think how m I important to you:( how m I rank in your life:'( more den a friend but wad m I? I need an ans:'(

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you haven't forget

2011-05-26T06:49:00.001-07:00

You haven't forget about her lor! You used her name as password, why not just text her everyday lah!why do you even text me? I m just a bloody substitute to you! I m nothing, she is who you want to be with, you can straight away print her photo and put into your room lah! Nice right? You want right! I know,if you don't like just don't bother to talk to me, I will be okay.:/ I don't want to be substitute I m serious, I don't know wad you are thinking, you think that its very fun giving you my everything and letting you ruin you all? That seriously hurts, you choose, you want to treat me good and you know~ if you can't make up your mind I m not always there for you, I can't be there always, you can stop being so good to me if you still cannot forget her, so ya that's all!@#$%&*?/()

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day without you

2011-05-21T19:59:00.001-07:00

I don't know why, you didnt text me ytd, well but the funny thing is don't feel like before, I find it okay. I think I have get over it alr:) Isit a good thing? But just as I want to get over all this things, you treating me very good, are you having any feeling for me? Or Isit every friends around me have the wrong feelings like me? Well I really don't know, you piss me off and you don't know why I don't know should I say you dumb! Or say you cute. If you are having good feeling for me? I wish you can say it now, if get out of my life! Thanks. Anyways I m stressed up, thanks

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